False Alarm!!!

I can't believe this but the rumor that referrals were coming out was a false alarm and now they are saying that they may not even get all of October finished in this batch. UUURRRRRRR!!!

I am just completely frustrated!!! I am less than two weeks from being 15 months waiting for my baby and who knows when I will get her. This is so unfair!!!! And with Easter being this weekend....I hate holidays where I am the only person without a child!!!!!! NOT FAIR!! NOT FAIR!! NOT FAIR!!! Did I mention how much that this in NOT FAIR!!!

Just feeling very sorry for myself today as you can tell.